i can't help.... but my tears drop every night....

the pain is overwhelming~~

It's time for us to move on~~

it's not easy at all, but this is going to be the best for us.
coz at this moment, we can't just keep the relationship in that way,
and expect the other to do things...

that will just be too selfish.

i am glad that u know, u understand.
at least every decision we made for our relationship,
we made it together.

always, we made it together.

i will still pray for you every day and night.

no matter where i go,
a part of me will always be with you.

I seem to be on the right track for my new life.

having fun with friends, working hard for my work.
and making my mind clear of what i want~~

but somehow I am confused,
why do you have to care too much about my life?
don't you know that i have sacrificed a lot when i was with you?
maybe, i better use the word "compromise" rather than sacrificed.
all i can tell you is just i am a very committed person.
don't you understand?

From the day you told me you gotta leave me alone,
you have every chance to lose me.

do not expect me to wait,
that's why i don't promise

coz i cannot promise.

but you should know very well that, i love you.
Do you?

what more should I be looking for??

I have a nice family
I have great friends all around me
I've loved someone with all of my heart and soul
although it doesn't last that long, but till the love was real

I am always a blissed girl.

and right now, I should move on,

to a new stage of life.

i love you all buddies.
you all are my treasure.

finally i feel peaceful tonight.

the real love is able to plant a fire in your heart, bring peace to your mind,
make you look for more for life and make us grow....

these are the things i've got from you, from our relationship. i don't feel that bitter anymore,
coz i know the last 2 and a half year was real, so real that i would never want to forget.

the pain we both had... somehow let me know and understand more how much
we love each other. how real was our love, how crazy we were about each other.
i have no anger, and no regrets.
we have learned so much from each other, we have seen and felt the power of love.

i never lose my faith, coz that's how i met you.
i believe in miracles, coz that's what brought you back to me last time.
i believe in love, coz that's what i can feel all the time.

if you are meant to be mine, you will come back to me one day.

i never lose my faith, never.